Tuesday, 24 October 2006

  • So, yeah. how 'bout that report card tomorrow. And how 'bout that Parent/Teacher Night on Thursday? Who's ready for those? I sure am not. Ha ha ha ha ha... This is NOT a laughing matter, do you understand?!

Monday, 23 October 2006

  • Forbidden Love

    So there's someone that I like, and he doesn't know. I plan on talking to him today through a letter, but I'm hesitant about it. There are so many "what if's."

    *sigh*

    I'm hopeless...

    I know I haven't been writing in Xanga for a while, but I'm back... for now. At least, until my friend Tanya stops hassling me to return to Xanga. LMAO!

    EDITED AT 1:17 pm

    So I finished the letter. It's almost a page. Blah! I dnno if I'm gonna give it to him.

Thursday, 13 July 2006

  • Tanty and Riley

    Tanty
    She holds on to her last breath,
    Fading away.
    Her eyes open one last time,
    Pleading.
    Her body frail in comparison to
    The big bed and blank white sheets.
    The white room & buzzing machinery,
    Envelop her.
    I cannot bear to see the change,
    The twinkling stars in her eyes
    Are gone.
    The lively woman I once knew
    Is gone.
    I am not able to say goodbye.
    But I realize I must show my love
    To the woman who has watched me grow.
    Slowly her soul runs off to
    A happy place, without pain.
    The grimace on her face flies away,
    And before it is too late I say,
    I love you.

    Riley
    Left, they say,
    Gone, they say,
    Another one bites the dust, they say.
    But he wasn’t even 20 yet,
    And still his life was taken away.

    What, we ask,
    Why, we ask,
    Was it fair to take his life, we ask.
    But fate will always carry on,
    Regardless of its task.

    Go, I scream,
    Leave, I scream,
    I don’t want people near me, I scream.
    But people don’t understand,
    I need to be alone to dream.

    Silence is there,
    Tears are there,
    The hundreds of sad faces are there.
    But it won’t fill the gaping hole,
    In me, they don’t see through my stare.

    Riley, I read,
    Died, I read,
    Quietly, the rest of the stone, I read.
    But still it won’t bring him back,
    I have to be strong in the life I led.


Tuesday, 11 July 2006

  • To Nicholas

    Love to hate

    I am
    That rotten thing you hide
    Behind a veil of lies
    Like a diamond
    In the hands of a twisted madman

    I am
    The cumbersome object
    You like to loathe
    Albeit from a distance
    'Cause coming closer is a danger

    I am
    Something useless
    With a market value
    Far exceeding that of
    The world's biggest corporations

    You hate me, you fear me
    You obviously despise me
    You need me, you have me
    You would happily destroy me

    Forever more,
    Sincerely yours
    I am,
    Your love

    To Adam

    A stupid teenage crush
    Was what this was meant to be.
    "Does he like her? Does she like him?"
    "What are his feelings for me?"

    So then you came along
    And took me roughly by the hand
    We did lots of usual teenage things
    Like kissing on the sand.

    But little did I know
    There was a large gap you could fill.
    But not just anyone, only you
    And now you always will.

    My gift from me to you,
    Is a small imaginary box.
    It contains my heart and soul -
    Which only your smile unlocks.

    So take your gift from me,
    Keep it, take care of it too.
    There's only one reason for my gift giving
    And that's because I love you.

Friday, 07 July 2006

  • Pics

    Dante

    Sakura
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    Itachi Kissing Sasuke
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    Ed Straddling Al
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    Kitty Edward
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    Degrassi It Goes There
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    Degrassi cast
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    Dlyan and Marco, and Spinner
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    Weird Panda Dance
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    Dylan and Marco
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    • Name: Justin Diaz
    • Location: New York City, New York, United States
    • Birthday: 8/2/1988
    • Gender: Male
    • Member Since: 3/29/2005

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